Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 11:36 PM Oh dear, seems like I have been neglecting this blog of mine for a month now. Well, this blog should not be like the previous ones, which, slipped out of my mind and decomposed gradually. Life has been a rush ever since school starts. Mainly due to all of my commitments. All the meetings and lists and reimbursements and whats not. So much to do, so little time. So much to do, so little energy to keep up with it. And if anyone thinks that these are too much, this is only a fraction of my duties. I still need to keep up with my studies. SSM has been tiring. Imagine waking up 5.30 am in the morning and getting to bed at the next morning, 0000 hrs. What can I say about Japanese and French classes? Other than being super retarded in these 2 classes, I feel suffocated. I have a disadvantage already. Some of the classmates had learned the languages before and obviously, they know what the tutor is blabbering. Poor me, sitting there, trying my very best to understand what the tutor is saying while praying hard for the torturous 3 hours to pass. Is this a good learning experience? I feel like I am losing out of touch with everything I used to do in my personal time. I want to go shopping, spend unlimited amount of time watching dramas after dramas, sleeping till late in the day and my mother had to yell at me and I want to spend more time with dear. I really miss the times we spent watching movies and walking around aimlessly, hand in hand. The times when we can spend talking on the phone from night to wee hours in the morning. But now I cant as I am very tired to keep the conversation going. Now the times we had are spent in meetings and meetings only. Well, we are still meeting each other but it's different in a sense. I used to dismiss this kind of thinking but now, it seems so true to me. So well, I shall continue to persevere and survive through everything. I am not going to give up soon. =PP |